When I was told that I had ovarian cancer, first of all I knew nothing about it, all I knew was I was going to die. And I was caught in not only the fear but the anger because we know our bodies, it’s something that we live with every minute of every day and I felt like this thing had been growing inside of me and I had never realized it was so serious. So I felt a sense of betrayal with my own body, I felt shocked that I was going to go through something that I knew so little about and I really felt like I was kind of falling down a well.